
I want to say I’m shocked by this story, but I’m not. Following last year’s deadly shooting at Virginia Tech which culminated in the suicide of gunman Seung-Hui Cho, Daniel Kim, a Korean American student at Virginia Tech fell into a deep depression. According to his family, Daniel feared that other students at Virginia Tech would mistake him for the killer, Seung-Hui Cho, because of their shared Asian/Asian American identities.
Daniel Kim felt like he had few friends at Virginia Tech, and no one on campus seemed to notice his increasingly suicidal behaviour. An off-campus friend whom Daniel met through World of Warcraft was the only person who noticed Daniel’s dark thoughts and sent the following email to Virginia Tech’s on-campus health center last November:
“Dear health center,
This is a serious email, this is not a joke. I am Shaun Pribush, a student at RPI, but I am e-mailing because me and some other individuals are very worried about our friend at Virginia Tech, Daniel Kim.
Daniel has been acting very suicidal recently, purchasing a $200 pistol, and claiming he’ll go through with it. In one incident, he said on a Friday, he would do it after the weekend, but then told us he failed to go through with it.
On about November 2nd, Daniel told me and a friend over “Instant Messenger” that he just swallowed 22 pills and said this is the end and signed off, but on the morning of November 5th, he logged on saying “third time will be a charm i made myself puke up the pills when i was on the road and then … couldnt shoot myself so then i was thinking about getting into a car accident then i got all depressed over that sh-t and slept in my car. …”
We are very concerned for his safety and are unsure the next time he might attempt suicide or go through with it, please forward this to who can give him the best care. Once again, this is very serious; this is not a joke.
Please update me if you acknowledge this and take action so I know if I reached the right e-mail adress. Thank you.”
Virginia Tech says they followed protocol in response to the email, but Daniel Kim was never seen by an on-call psychologist. Nor did anyone from campus health ever check up on Daniel; instead, his case was referred to University police who, on the morning following receipt of the email, knocked on Daniel’s door. Seeing that he was, indeed, not dead at the time, they didn’t perform any subsequent follow-up.
On December 9th, 2007, a month after Campus Police checked on him and decided he was not a threat to himself, Daniel Kim shot himself in his father’s car, parked in an on-campus parking lot.
In the wake of the Virginia Tech massacre, Virginia Tech tried to absolve itself of any guilt over its ignorance of Seung-Hui Cho’s increasingly erratic and anti-social behaviour. Nonetheless, reports showed that Cho displayed several warning signs of a man crying out for help, all of which were ignored by his roommates and on-campus officials. The treatment (or lack thereof) of Cho, in combination with VT’s apathy towards Daniel Kim’s cries for help, paints a picture of an administration that simply doesn’t care about its Asian American students. Studies have long shown that Asian Americans are at an above-average risk for mental health disorders and suicidal thoughts, and yet university campuses including (but not limited to) Virginia Tech have responded with nonchalance and ignorance. Asian American students face unique obstacles when it comes to mental health, including decreased awareness of warning signs and symptoms coupled with a belief that psychologists cannot — or will not – offer culturally-specific or culturally-sensitive advice.
The bottom line is that the university administration has perpetuated an on-campus culture that views Asian American students only as the model minority, not requiring resources and aid to help cope with difficult academic situations or mental illness. Despite several studies that have shown (for years) an alarming overrepresentation of Asian Americans amongst this nation’s on-campus suicides, only now are we even beginning to have a dialogue about providing resources to Asian American students to help treat signs of depression and suicide.
Meanwhile, college students even feel so lackadaisical about Asian American suicide that they comfortably joke about it in April Fool’s Day columns. Wrote Cornell University blogger D. Evan Mulvihill in a prank column,
President David Skorton announced the plans for the construction of an Asian Community Center at a midday press conference today. The building is to be located directly adjacent to Uris Library on the Clocktower Side, and will be designed by the famous architect I. M. Pei.
“I believe that this building will dramatically reduce the amount of Asian suicides at Cornell,” Skorton announced. “We also plan to fill in the gorges with those chewy bubble tea orbs so that distraught students will have to rely on other methods.”
The fact that during my years as an undergrad at Cornell, over 50% of Cornell’s suicides were committed by Asian Americans? So freaking hilarious.
Until colleges and universities across America start taking this issue seriously, I will be saddened by stories like Daniel Kim’s, but I will not be surprised. American universities have not prioritized ending these preventable deaths, and even in the wake of these deaths, still seem more motivated by political damage control and keeping their school coffers full of alumni donations than they are moved by the blood on their hands.